Been forever :P
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jcouzynse

I haven't posted in forever so here goes:

First, college sucks, especially math and Pre-calculus. I got a d in that :(.
Next, work is a drag and working with christmas trees is a lot harder than you think, especially in the freezing cold and rain :P.
Get to go on vacation to Florida right after the new year to see my uncle, which is really exciting and I cant wait! :D
The last thing I have to post is very depressing so don't read unless you want to. My other grandfather, Popop, died about 8 days ago because of cancer. Unlike my Papa Chuck, this was expected because of complications that had been occurring for a while. He was 85 and lived a good long time. There was no funeral, but we got to see him one last time. That was the first time I ever saw my dad cry :(. The sucky part was he passed away the night before my Pre-cal final, so that made it even worse.
Finally though, I'm out of school until january 17, so freak yea let's have some fun!!

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3 Week Recap: Graduation, Work, and Relationships
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jcouzynse

Well the past 3 weeks have hectic. First, graduation was okay and went by pretty fast.
Also, i got a job! Not the best one in the world, but it'll do for now ( stupid garden center :/ )
Then i finally asked out the same girl i did 3 months ago. Turns out shes going out with her former best friend :/ and i had no clue.
It sucked, but at least we are still friends, i think. Also the irony of it is that my attempt made her day lol :/
Well, other than tht, not much ele except trying to relax in between work days. 9 hour shifts can be long and boring, especially around 9 at night haha.

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A/C Clog and Yearbooks :D
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jcouzynse

 

Well this past Sunday my A/C went out and we spent the whole evening and morning without it. Then while im at school my mom texts me telling me there is a snake in the vent lol :/. Couldn't beleive it and apparently Bryan killed it because when i came home, it was stabbed multiple times. Now our A/C works again, at a cost.

Anyways, on to better things. Our yearbooks came yesterday and by my standards, its a decent yearbook and ill have it for a long time. Hopefully ill get alot of signatures and only 4 MORE SCHOOL DAYS LEFT UNTIL GRADUATION!!! Can't wait :D

This sucks :(
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Sometimes you just have a bad day. Well, i thought this was an okay day until i came over to my mom and bryan's house today and heard the terrible news.

My grandfather, Papa Chuck, passed away today around 7:00 this morning.

I could believe that this happened because of his heart problems and his worsening health, but i thought I'd be able to see him at least one more time before that day, and now its passed and ill never see him again.

He was only in his late 60's. yet he died from ammonia and the doctors couldn't find a pulse when they finally reached him. I tried to hold it together in front of my stepdad, but i didn't with my mom and now im over the worst of it and ill be fine, but thoughts of him still surface, and tear up because of them. The only good part about this is that he is in a much better place now and won't have to suffer anymore.

PROOFS ARE RETARDED!! :(
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jcouzynse

Only read this if you can put up with my whining

I swear from this moment on that after this school year, i will never do another trig proof again. I hate proofs :( They just are awful as can be. Got a 17 on a quiz about them yay :( :(  last week and then i get a 2 day test and i even predicted was i was going to get; a 13 out of 23, which is in the low 50's, so now im officially flunking. Hooray!!! :(.  Once again, TRIG SUCKS!!!!

awesome!! :D
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Last night was great because of one thing: i got a car! A 2002 jetta with leather; i feel awesome. The trig proofs test shook me a little bit, but im still happy. Also, got Dragon age 2! Spring Break is going to be awesome :D

Unsure and Indifference? :/
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Today went by pretty well; i got a 83 on my euro test that pushed me to a 75 in the class. Awesome :D! Then, even better i got a 100 on a FRQ Test in AP Government, which put me at basically a 84! That made me feel great :). But of course, as always, pre-cal has to crush and explode my brain and my happiness. We had a quiz on trig identites today and everybody but 2 people even finished before the bell rang and we have 26 kids in the class! I didn't even get to answer any of the actual prove problems, just the "easy" problems that were first. This quiz will probably make me flunk the class for the 6 weeks and now i get to go to tutoring :/ hooray, i really want to do that again with no car. The homework, which i made a 96 or so on, will try to hold the weight, but the project that's due tomorrow is will save me IF she puts the grade in before the 6 week deadline. I sincerely hope so.

The next part is more personal... if you want to put up with my whining and emotions, read this

Yesterday, if any of you read the last post, i asked out the girl i had a crush on. I finally caught her in the main hallway during lunch with nobody around her. We started talking about random school stuff and cars. Then i asked her out to coffee this weekend or any other time since i know she loves coffee. She told me she was "busy" all weekend and was working and even might get a different job. It was a really long explanation to why we couldn't spend a hour in the morning to have coffee. I took it as a "maybe next time" of answer, but my friends said it was just a really long no, which upset me, but oh well. After school im checking my posts and stuff on facebook and it says she had an off day. Don't know if that means me asking her out, or school, but hopefully something will happen in the near future :/

February Bad; March Great :D
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jcouzynse

I think life doesn't hate me anymore. Today has gone great, aside from my dad talking to me about responsibility; he said i might acutally get a car :D. Finally i can actually have a life. Also, since im a senior, didn't have to go to school until 12:30 and didn't even do anything for 2 hours. Sucks for you all that aren't seniors. The best thing was that the problem on my last post is now corrected. She was really never going out with the guy, so i still have shot, which im taking tomorrow. Wish me luck :D


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bad day and pre-cal can u just go away? I really hate you :(
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Today was an okay day until 4th period when i checked my grades. I failed my pre-cal test and only if you round do i pass pre-ap precalc. I really, really, really hate precal right now. Now we're doing trig proofs :(. I really want to do tha now after the worst unit ive ever had. But tomorrow my day will culminate at lunch when i ask the girl ive had a crush on for around a year. Tomorrow will either end in happiness or complanceny; not sadness, for getting rejected will not hurt me, the ordeal will be doneand i can move on with my life and explore it.

the old days :D
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Today i was with my friend Vincent Papmeder walking his dogs around the block. We started talking about the good old days, back when we were 9-13 and our parents really didn't care what we did. I really miss those times. The times when you could actually have a girl as a friend and no one called you out on dating. The times when you could make anything up you wanted and play any game in your yard and no one would call you a weirdo. The times when you didn't have to have a girlfriend/boyfriend to feel accepted and it was all good. The times when you didn't have to worry about high school, driving, college, scholarships, applications, jobs, and all that bullcrap. Those days were probably the best of my life, just doing whatever i wanted when i wanted. I had the best friends, the best school, and i felt accepted by my peers. Now its all different. Now you have to have somebody texting you every freakin 2 minutes to be considered cool. Now you have to worry about college and whether or not you'll find a job. I just want to ask you: relive those memories and cherish them forever. You will never have those freedoms again. You will never have that innocence again. After you reminisce, store those memories away and try to get on with your life. Try to understand you will now have different freedoms but many, many more responsiblities than you ever had as a child. If anybody read this, thank you for reading this message. :D
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